First I not believe her. because I think she wanting me to get marry quickly. I thinking she doing pressure on me. But she telling me so many thing. My mother saying new girlfriend is Richie neighbour. Her name is Elise. She doing teaching job in Davao. My heart is break. I am always thinking when I go back home Richie and I get marry and we all live together. I dream Richie become more responsble. I dream we having house. I dream we having more child. I never dream he get other girlfriend.
I not know who to believe. My mother or Diana or Marcie or Lilibeth. I telling maam. Maam say Sally just call Richie and ask him what he doing. Confrond him. I thinking how I can do that? I have leave him there. I not marry him. I tell him I wanting him to change. I telling him I want to do job and he look after son. It all my fault. So now I very disturb.
I know one boy I can do romance with. There is this one boy I am liking. I think he liking me also. But before this I am only do flirt. His name is Mark. Actually it not really Mark but I call him Mark. In case he reading my blog story. He working at champion laundry where Maam sending me to give dry clean. He always so nice to me. He always talking so much to me. I thinking he so cool. That word cool is how Sara say. I show her one time. I tell her see Sara you come with me to champion laundry I show you my friend.
Now I thinking even I can do dating with Mark if I want. We can meet some Friday on my holiday maybe. Not too much real dating because maam is not allow I think. but phone dating. We can talk on mobile and meet like this and then who know. When we going back home something can happen.